Rosie's Boudoir Experience

I am Rosie (birth name Jane). I was born in Nottingham, England in 1966. We came to Australia in 1970 and settled in Ipswich. I am the oldest of five. My Mother is a wonderful soul. My Father, however, is a narcissistic abusive alcoholic. I no longer have contact with him. Growing up was tough, as I was being abused in all ways possible.

I grew up with body image issues and always thought I was never good enough, pretty enough or skinny enough. I left home and school at 15 years old to escape the situation.

I was always a nurturer and was very mature for my young years as I had lived many lives by that time.

I met my husband at 18 years old and married him at 22 years old. Although, he was not a bad person, I was somewhat controlled by my situation, as he was the youngest of 4 siblings, and had had everything done for him his whole life. His family was very traditional and old fashioned.

I knew early on in the marriage, that I wasn't getting what I needed. However, I stayed for nearly 31 years, mainly for my 3 children.

I decided to leave quite suddenly early last year and here I am on a journey to find myself. The pain I have inflicted on my ex-husband and family has been hard to bear at times.
I have been a people pleaser my entire life.
My ex once told me if I ever left, no one would ever want me?

People ask me how I cope with the aftermath of abuse by my Father? I have one answer - if you continue to allow your abuser to affect and control your life, they continue to perpetuate you.

I decided to become a Brand Ambassador for Photographer Marina to allow myself to feel beautiful, sexy and enough.

Marina was amazing during the shoot and guided me to get the best out of the photoshoot. I felt more beautiful and alive than I ever have before.

To all you incredible women out there - Strive to be yourself, celebrate your own beauty and uniqueness. Take the opportunity to find joy in everything you do.

Believe you are strong and can do anything you wish.

I thank Marina for excepting me into the Self Love Club and I am enjoying my new found confidence and freedom.